Report Book Day

Last Friday
My school had Report Book Day
It was my very last Report Book Day.

In another few months, I'll be out of high school.
That's just... I don't know how to describe that feeling.
I feel excited to leave the school cause I get to do ALL the things I want to.
Like... Change my hairstyle, let my nails grow and paint them or even get a tattoo and dress however I want.

On the negative side of leaving school
It's scary knowing that you are out on your own and might not even have a job!
It's so scary that it's not even funny.
I just hope I do great on my National Exam and get into college!
And after that, I just pray I get a good job with a reasonable pay.

Just thinking about not being able to get a job... It's just too scary.
I don't wanna work in the food court until the day I die!

Anyways
I hope I get a job that I love
I really, really hope I get to be an author.
It will be such a stressful job but I'm willing to sacrifice my time for the sake of it.
Being able to see smiling faces of my fans (if I ever have any!) will just brighten up my day.

However, just talking about it will not do me any good.
I should really start writing again.
I have stopped writing for almost 2 years already.
That sucks - REALLY SUCKS.

Okkies. That's all I have to rant.

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