After School / Because Of You

I just found a new song from After School called Because Of You.
It's so depressing. An awesome break-up song!



These are the English translation for it. :3

I... still... can’t... get over you
I never forget...
Boy I never forget... boy

Can’t remember how many years it has been since we broke up
But I cry every time when I think about you
Why I’m so eager to see you today?
The sound of rain droplets leaves my heart shaken up.

I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?

I tried to be your only girl
And did you ever understood my heart?
Now it became the compass
Of broken love
Tears are flowing down
And soaks the dry lips
Oh what should I do,
Now I can’t erase you out of my mind

I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~)
I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you)
I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~)
I’ve lost everything because of you
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

It also rained on that day
You’ve stared at me wordlessly
You’ve stared at nothing else but me
Those trembling gazes,
And the awkwardly forced smile
Speaks of our separation.

I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?

You’ve told me to leave
And the moment leave
You treat me as if I’m insane
It’s just too hard (boy slow down)
Then I cry silently and wordlessly
Cause I want to stay next to you
My love is true, wanna go back to when I was with you

I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~)
I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you)
I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~)
I’ve lost everything because of you
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

I miss you... I need you...
Even in my dreams I’m with you...
I miss you... I need you...
Rewind back the time
I wanna kiss you again my boy...
My heart aches
It’s too much to bear
And where are you? (I cried a lot)
Can’t live without you
Please come back to me
And stay with me

I cried a lot because of you (Yeah~)
I laughed a lot because of you (I laughed a lot~)
I believed in the love because of you (Oooh-Yeah~)
I’ve lost everything because of you (Because of you~)
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

Happy Birthday To Me!

Hehe! I'm officially SIXTEEN today! I'm so happy~ :3
Even though I'm growing old but no fret! I wanna be 18 soon. xD
So that I could get a tattoo and my high school years would be over! :P

In another 2 more days, it will be my friend's turn!
Hehe, you know who you are! xD

Unfortunately, I won't be having a party. I never had a birthday party before. :(
My parents said it was just a nuisance. Ugh! I know it is but still. TT^TT
I hope I get a birthday party when I'm 21 or something! :P
Or when I get a boyfriend, I hope to celebrate my birthday with him. x_x;;
Is that too much to ask?!?! Lol.


PS: This post was re-written and new pictures were added.

Survey, again!

I stole this from my cousin's blog. I'm really bored so, what the heck! :3

Do you like the same person you liked a month ago?
Haha, yeah.

Have you ever slept on the floor with someone you liked?
No.

Will you be in relationship in the next couple of months?
I bet it's a NO.

Do you think the person you like is nice?
Yup, yup!

Where would I have found you last night at 11pm?
In this same spot I'm sitting, staring at the screen too.

Who was the last person to say " i love you " to you ?
My dog, Angel. xD

Are you texting anybody?
Nope, I was - though.

Was it a boy or a girl to text you first today?
A girl.

Do you curse in front of your parents?
Sometimes, it just slips. LOL!

What would you do if your best friend told you they were moving?
I don't have a "best friend" so I wouldn't have a reaction. Haha!

Who pissed you off yesterday?
No one. o_O

Hold hands with anyone recently?
As I recalled, nope!

Have you ever felt replaced in any way?
Damnit, yes. LOL.

Are you open about your feelings or closed off?
I'm more closed off. :3

Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
LOL. Yes.

Think a lot before you fall asleep?
Some days, yes. Some days, no.

What were you doing at 4 am?
Sleeping. :3

How long can you go without your phone?
I can go on for the rest of my life but then again, my phone has music in it so, I can't leave it!

Are you happy right now?
Not happy but more like content.

Who were you with last night?
My family, who else? :P

Are you a forgiving person?
It depends.

Have you ever kissed anyone with a tongue ring?
Never kissed before. :P

Are you thinking about anyone?
Yeah, my violin teacher. LOL! I was thinking how would she react when I didn't practice for 2 weeks. xD

Person you have feelings for shows up at your house, you say?
Hi. xD I know it's retarded but still, it's a greeting to be accepted!

How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?
None, I don't wear them.

Do you ever think about the past?
Sometimes, yes.

Last night you felt?
Happy cause two of my closest friends wished my happy birthday! :D

What are you looking forward to?
Buying a birthday cake and eating. XD