Just Missing Home

It's been about a month since I have been away from home.
I never thought I would ever say this but I'm feeling so homesick right now.
And I literally bawled my eyes out teared up about it. (´；ω；`)

Even though staying with my relatives is comforting and whatnot, it's just not the same as home.
The only thing that's making this homesick better is hanging out with my kareshi and friends. ♡
I guess that's why I love spending time outside of the house, instead of staying at my relatives place. Ahahaha. Arcades, assignments and friends take away the thought of home. So, I don't feel overwhelmingly homesick when I'm with the kareshi and my friends.

I can't wait till I get to visit home during a weekend.
And munch on all my favourite foods! And poke my mom to cook for me everyday until I leave home, again. And, and, and roll around in my bed. LOL. （*´▽｀*）
Until then, I'll just suck it up and pray time moves faster.

＿ﾉ乙(､ﾝ､)_

Internship: The First 2 Weeks of Work Life

Recently, I started my 3-month internship. It's a part of my course in college so, I just went with it.

I had a bit of trouble finding for a company to work with, initially. It wasn't until the last week of December 2012 that I got accepted by a small company after an interview. Relieve wen't through my veins! (~_~;)

At that point, I couldn't be bothered  to be picky anymore. It was a do-or-die scenario wtf.

And hence, I started my intern life in the beginning of this month.

Honestly, after working for the past fortnight, it's actually quite boring but I guess it's alright.

I'm glad I'm not in the same situation as some of my friends are. Most of them are sinking struggling in their respective companies.

Even though my job is quite boring, I enjoy the relaxed atmosphere I'm placed in. I haven't had a proper break since last year. Last year of college was one of the toughest years I have ever went through (so far). So, sitting in the office and carrying out my part in such a relaxed environment, I enjoy that.

Although I wished I could listen to music and I wished there were people who I can actually communicate heart-to-heart to at the workplace. （￣～￣;）

My speech has become a bit distorted from not talking almost the entire day, btw. FML. And that's why I'm trying to talk more and read a bit more so I don't forget how to talk wtf.

I hope things become more interesting by the end on my internship period.

Oh, and I can't wait for my first paycheck to come in! (●♡∀♡)

I mean, it's not much but I'm still looking forward to see some amount in my bank account LOL!

Busy, Busy, Busy

First and foremost, my blog is super duper inactive and woah to that. LOL.
I guess college stuff + laziness and procrastination does really equal to its inactivity. （；￣д￣）
But anyways, I'm still trying to keep my blog alive (although, I know I'm failing to do so). So, FML to that.

So, almost a quarter of the year has already passed by. And ohboy, it seems time do really fly!
I've been busy with my college stuff, as it's almost the end of my course.
I still can't believe I'm already in my fifth semester.  L(・o・)」
Currently, my team has been working on our diploma project - which is creating a game from scratch.
Honestly, I don't know how are we suppose to create a game within (less than) 3 months. Professional game companies take wayyyy longer than this! Holyshiatttt. I guess, it's just to prepare for the real world, in a way.
Things are not going that smooth. But I'm hoping for a good and decent outcome! (*´・ｖ・)
My teammates and myself will not give up until the end. ♥

Aside from being busy with the project, assignments have been piling up.
I notice that I really slacked this semester. Unfinished and untouched assignments until the due date is over!
But I'm starting to pick up after myself, even though it's almost the end of the semester.
But but but, it's never too late, right? LOL. *emits positive aura*

I've also been really forgetful. I keep forgetting to complete assignments and the class works. FML.
So, today, I wrote down everything I needed to do. Everything - I think.
I'm glad I wrote it down (at last!). So, whenever I look at my to-do list, I'll push myself a little harder and try to complete whatever that's on my to-do list.

Oh, did I mention that Facebook games are totally distracting and screwing up my horrible time management?
Well, I just did. HAH! ／(x~x)＼
Anyways. Facebook games are also, probably, one of the reasons why I find it difficult to complete my assignments on time! These games take up too much of my time and I know it's really bad for me, but I really just can't help myself. Ahahahah. *dodges bullets*
I find it really ironic that I'm studying Games and I can't find much time to play and test out new games. So, Facebook games is all I got, for now. Which is, actually, pretty pathetic. FML, once again. LOL.

And end of my stupid rant.
Congratulations for wasting your time. Here's a cookie for you! *gives virtual cookies*
(ღ˘⌣˘ღ) ♫･*:.｡. .｡.:*･

Just A Filler Post

Yo, people!
If you are gonna read this until the end then, a pre-congratulations to you who has wasted your time reading my crappy blog post.
Next week will be the start of my final exams, for this semester.
And the week after that, it'll be the start of my semester break. Woohoo!! (´∇ﾉ｀*)ノ

So, instead of wasting my time studying, I decided to write down a list of stuff that I plan on doing during my sem break.

★ Photoshoot session with Orpheus and then, edit and upload 'em onto my deviantArt d=(´▽｀)=b
☆ Photoshoot session with my BRS2035 and spam my dA with pictures of her
★ Try to build a profile for Orpheus. TRY!
☆ Record a song cover and upload it onto my new non-existent YouTube account
★ Practice dancing (or attempt at it) to Hello! Project songs
☆ Catch up on my backlogged anime ｡◕‿◕｡
★ Download/Catch up on the recent Hello! Project news and singles or, whatever that I missed
☆ Read Sayumin's translated blog
★ Read raw mangas, or attempt to read it (I have GetBackers and Card Captor Sakura in the line XD)
☆ Watch the not-yet-watched Hello! Project concerts that's currently sitting in my laptop...
★ Sketch something (o;TωT)o
☆ Brush up on my non-existent programming skills (¬､¬)
★ Try to work on my stories, especially my fanfics~

Um, I think that's all! I can't wait until my final exam finishes. I can almost taste freedom!! （＾～＾）
So, until I blog a proper blog post, I'll leave you with this picture of Orpheus.
It's actually a recycled photo (it's on my deviantArt) but I just edited it and added my signature!

It's Only The Beginning

I'm currently studying for my final exam for this semester and I'm already dying.
Serves me right for not studying consistently, though.
I'll be having my first paper later today (it's 2.50am right now LOL).

And this is how messy my table has already gotten.



Although, it's not quite as messy compared to that time when I was studying for my SPM (last year).

And it's time to dive my head into the books papers notes? 8D

Getting It Back!

In the past few months, I've stopped most of my gaming habits.
I stopped playing Maple Story, Dragonica, Perfect World, Touhou, otome games and etc.
Idk why but I just don't find 'em interesting nor fun anymore. （￣へ￣）
So much for being a Games Technology student LOL.

I don't know if you know but I used to love online games so much that I breathe, eat, sleep, dream games. I can game from morning until night, and possibly until the next day if my mom didn't bug me to go to sleep. (￣▽￣)ノ
Check out this post LOL.
I wonder where did that passion go? How did it get distinguished? *sighs*

But anyways, recently I've been watching my classmates gaming in class.
And that kinda sparked a question in myself which was, "What AM I doing here?".
I was seriously doubting myself and thought really hard about changing courses.
But I decided not to cause then, it'll be a waste of my parents money and I'm taking up on loan. UGH!

Then Idk why but I had an urge to start getting back into the gaming world.
(I think I lost interest after trying to play with Granado Espada? I do not recommend this game for whoever who has no gaming experiance IMHO. It's VERY confusing. The controls, the quest, the maps - everything was confusing, even to me. ＿|￣|○)

So, I was deciding which game should I start with. I was not thinking of playing the online games that I already knew.
I was in a dilenma between Dragon Nest, Forsaken World, Audition and AIKA Online.
In the end, I choose AIKA Online.
I choose it after re-reading why I wanted to play this game.
Remember this post that I wrote early this year? \m/

And so! I started playing it last week LOL.
I'm at Level 13 and man... it's really tough leveling up in AIKA.
It's unlike other MMORPG games.
Heck, leveling from 1 to 2 was even difficult wtf!
But I'm actually enjoying the game, which is a great sign for me.

Oh, I choose to become a Priest! Just because you get to wear cute outfits. *shot*
I'm such a noob Priest. I instantly died during my first battle with the other nation. ―(T_T)→
Gah, I can't wait till I level up more and get my AoE skills! Then, I can pawn everyone HAH! 8D;

And that's it.
Sorry for making you read this boring post. m(_ _)m

The First 2 Weeks of College

As you might know, I graduated from high school last year and I've already received my SPM results. And now, I'm already in college! (;´ρ`)
I'm currently doing Diploma in Games Technology. (LOL)
If you know me, I love games and it might not be a surprise to some haha~

The 2-day orientation was awkward, tiring and okay. ( 　￣)
Yeah, that made no sense. HAHA!!

But when classes started, it got even more awkward. FML-moment.
I was a... loner. ＿|￣|○
Cause in high school, I had loads of friends to talk to but all of the sudden, I have no one to talk to. It was truly a culture shock.
I tried to be friendly but it seems no one really likes me. (LOL)
Maybe I should a different approach? （￣へ￣）

Anyways, classes are so boring and tiring.
I'm starting to back away from this "Games Technology" thingy but it's too late!
My parents have paid for -almost- everything. *sighs*

Oh yeah, I got even more "culture shocked" when I discovered I had to do projects in groups (and those projects carries marks for the final exam! WTH).
I wanna go bash my head right now. ―(T_T)→

The comfort I have would be the Nintendo DS and the books I bring to read to kill time.
*facepalm*

Please let this 2 years and 4 months pass REEEALLLY quickly! （；_・）
I wanna get over it already. (LOL)

Although, recently, I -sort of- made some friends. Haha~
It's really comforting to talk to someone! (￣▽￣)ノ

Oh and I saw a really hot Korean guy in college too! *SHOT*
OMG. His jawline. ♥ His eyes. ♥ His VOICE! (LOL) *fangirls/rants*

Okay, I'm done ranting. Please let it be a good 2 years and 4 months.
m(_ _)m

Lucky Days ♥

This is so old news but I still want to blog about it. (LOL)

Recently, I got my SPM results. \m/
And I passed ALL my subjects. Woohoo~ *throws confetti*
I mean, sure, it might not be straight A's or anything like that!
But I'm still satisfied with my results. ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ

Actually, the day before the SPM results came out. ☆
I had my driving exam! ＿|￣|○

It was nerve-wrecking to the MAX! I have never been so nervous, like this.
Even the day before my driving exam, my heart was already pumping like hell. (LOL)
Thank goodness I listened to some Vocaloid songs and read some of Jin's posts (as suggested by a friend of mine. You know who you are?! LOL.)
I never thought it would actually work haha. (’-’*)
But that definitely calmed me down a LOT!
And I ended up passing my driving exam too!

It was a good week. ♥

Oh! This is totally random but...
My dad finally got me a pendrive. *shot*



Now, I CAN DOWNLOAD SONGS! I HAZ DA PAWAA NAO. (*≧▽≦)

Just ignore that. (LOL)

Anyways, I will be starting my college life next week.
Another nerve-wrecking situation! I hope all goes well. ♥

PS: Thanks Serena again! m(_ _)m