Looking Back: The End of Year 2012

First and foremost, I was suppose to blog about my 2012 events yesterday but, unfortunately, I couldn't due to the lack of Internet. In other words, my connection mysteriously couldn't work for the night. (*´；ェ；`*)

Looking back at my 2012 resolutions, I wonder if I have accomplished any of them. oTL

1. Loose More Weight
I only achieved loosing 2kg last year so, I'll be trying harder this year. I have other plans when I loose weight too. *coughscosplaycoughs* I hope to get my weight down to almost 50kg, which sounds impossible but we shall see at the end of the year!

This certainly went down the drain after Comic Fiesta 2012.  (￣ω￣;)
I gained some weight after the event and am trying to achieve my normal weight (again).
This sucks. LOL.

2. Cosplay Debut
I've always wanted to cosplay but I have 2 reasons why I'm not able to pursue it - weight and money. Once I get my weight down to a healthy level, then my cosplay plans will kick in full power. (￣▽￣)ノ I've already got a few characters in mind, a little different from my plans from last year.

This was a success! Although I didn't shed any weight or whatsoever, I managed to cosplay on Day 2 of Comic Fiesta 2012. I went as Kagamine Rin's Project Diva X'mas version. ♥（ﾉ´∀`）



No proper cosplay pictures of me, yet. I just realized I didn't solo camwhore in my costume wtf.
Gonna have a proper photoshoot or something like that, when I have the time~!

3. More Utattemita Covers
As I mentioned on my previous post, I will try to get more song covers out there! I plan on creating a new account too. My iMisaProduction YT account is (most probably) filled with subscribers that don't bother with my videos, except my pitch-changing and MV videos. Ugh. So, a new year, a new start! Besides, I'm getting tired looking at the name iMisaProduction - bleh!!

I didn't expect myself to be this busy, last year (2012).
So, no time + no mood = no cover. Gahhhhh.

4. Control My Money-Spending Habits
I spent a LOT in 2011 so, for 2012, I wanna control my spending habit a little more. I plan on cosplaying and get a new microphone this year so, I hope I don't overspend anymore! But it'll be hard, cause online shopping has become so easy nowadays. ＿|￣|○
So, challenge accepted to control mah monehs! HNGH!! （｀ー´）

This was a complete fail. I lost more money than I gained due to some bitch that kept on sucking on my money. My savings, COMPLETELY GONE. Even my study loan that I took out a bit for myself, it's COMPLETELY GONE. So much for "cross my heart, I'll pay you back". I guess that only applies when I was still friends with her. Fuck it. I can't believe such people exists in this day and light. They should be slowly tortured to a slow and painful death. Heck, leave them hanging alive and torture them over and over again. Burn in hell, bitch. 凸(｀⌒´メ)凸

5. Keep Sayumin as My No.1 Favourite Hello! Project Member
My love for Sayumin keeps increasing every time so, I hope it'll stay that way. Unless, someone comes along and push Sayumin out of the list, which seems highly unlikely at the moment. （　´∀｀）I wonder who'll be my No. 1 at the end of 2012!

Sayumi is still my no.1 in my heart after the entire year! It almost wavered but I stuck true to her. (｡’▽’｡)♡
I heard she is gonna have a new photobook soon. I hope I can save up enough to get it, along with her previous photobook, "Sayuminglandoll".

6. Drive Myself to College
I hope I'll be able to drive myself to college without my mom by my side. I'm still a little scared but I gotta try! I drove myself to my violin class the other day, so I hope to go a little further without anyone's help.

Mission accomplished!
Heck, I really like driving. The only part I hate about it would be the traffic jam. Boo to that! D:

7. Increase My ACG Knowledge
I'm seriously out-of-date from the ACG world. I haven't watch the newer animes nor read the latest mangas. I feel so out-of-date and out-of-place in forums/etc. So, I'll try catching up (at least) with the newer animes! Nevermind manga, but anime is a must! ヽ(ｏ`皿′ｏ)ﾉ

Hmm. I'm not really sure about this one. I did catch on a few popular 2012 animes but it's not like I really did increased my ACG knowledge. So, I guess.. neutral on this? Ahahahaha. oTL

8. Do Better in College
Honestly, I'm not that great in college. I get average grades, with the usual B's and C's. I hope to get at least an A! I also want to try to achieve a CGPA of 3.2. I'm aiming low so, I might be able to achieve it! I don't wanna fall back in class. If possible, I don't wanna fail any subjects but it's highly possible for me to fail a subject. （；_・）I will try to study more often and more consistently. FAIYAAAAAAAAAAA~!

Fail, fail, and more fails. I mean, I passed all of my subjects last year but I didn't achieve the CGPA thing. In fact, it dropped wtf. It's barely even touching 3.0. (T.T； ) But there's not point crying over spilled milk anymore lol.

9. Get My 3rd Job on Maple Story
I just achieved Lv.50 (but I leveled up recently, heh~) so, I wanna try to get my 3rd job as soon as possible. But college and life is in the way, ugh. ＿|￣|○ I don't wanna be a noob forever! *wails*

Not a completely fail but still fail LOL. I'm almost there but quite slowly on it.
I'm gonna find the motivation to try to achieve this, this year - I think. But at my own pace.

10. Practice My Violin More Often
This... I can never do it LOL. I'm always practicing an hour or two before I go off to my violin class. ＼（－－）／ With that attitude, I can never move forward steadily so, I'm gonna try practicing more often and more consistently too! YOSH!! （￣ー￣）

This was totally thrown out the window when I started my 5th semester. I had to stop my lessons due to clashing times. Heck, I don't even practice anymore - not even mentally wtf.

So, there are some resolutions that I managed to achieve but I'm not too proud of them cause they're puny resolutions. I don't know if I should be proud of it or just act neutral. But one thing's for sure, 2012 was one of the best yet worse years I've never went through. I'm glad I'm leaving 2012 behind. (´∇ﾉ｀*)ノ